I've come back to this place. I guess I don't have much to say about my life as it is. I want to do so many things, but something is wrong with me. I feel incomplete and unmotivated. I've done everything to force myself to become a writer, but something in me still resists. I lack patience. It's difficult, however, to learn patience when one's entire life seems like waiting. I stood up to a guy twice my size last night never even winced. I felt good about that. He backed down. There's nothing more troubling than the fact that I can't clearly see my path. I have a maxim though that I will add to the Khan's arsenal of quotes: Without clairvoyance, there is destiny. We don't know our destiny and we're not supposed to know it I suppose. Anyway, I'll be checking in from time to time.